Thursday, March 31, 2011

~.~

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:58 AM

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
im really.. really.. really..
speechless..
all i know is..
im having something really pain inside my heart..

i really.. really care about you..
mostly care.. i try to find what's lack..
and try out my best to fill it..
and be anywhere.. anytime.. anyhow..
just for you..

and now.. im trapped inside of no where..
im lost.. im really noob!!!
i wish i could get rid of this thing..
but well.. i cannot!! zzzzzzZZZzz..

this feeling is too deep..
same goes to the wounds also..
too deep until =X

i wish i could have you..
as before.. because im really down now..
and i really mean it..
i want the old 'we'..

i know it wouldn't be the same.. but..
i dont know which part is wrong.. which part is lack..
i must fix it no matter what..
till then.. ill keep on standing..
holding tough..
>.<


zzzzz..
nub me..
**sLyAnGeL**

 

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

iF~!!!

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 11:53 AM

hmm.. gay post again..
i need to let it out again.. cant bear it already =.="
almost explode.. keep emo and emo.. damn nOoB!!

erm.. if only you know how much i suffered..
if only you know how much pain it cause to me..
if only you know how much it affect me..
and only if you know how much it damage me >.<


yeah right.. i have no rights..
but.. as you can see im still standing.. strong and steady..
and only if u know if in the inside its very >.<"


there is no one to blame except for me..
i scare i cant hold up too much longer..
please think a bit about me.. not much.. just a bit will enough..
the time you come.. it brings me everything..
the time you left.. it lefts me nothing..



hmm.. im dying inside!!!!
i need some solution T_T
its not like me if like this..
i want to be normal again..

 

Friday, February 25, 2011

My Self-Moody Day... >.<"

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 3:05 AM

erm.. i just wanna let it out..
today was too noob for me >.<
everything is wrong.. everything is not right..
did i eaten wrong type of food..?? did i do something noob??
did something noob happen??
ohh man!!! its too noob!!

im sorry for my self-noob behavior today..
i cannot find what is wrong.. arghhhh!!!
do this wrong.. do that wrong..
do nothing also wrong..
~.~"

i less speak today.. less smile.. less laughing..
less disturbing.. less~~bian.. >.<"
erm.. maybe im too tired.. but.. im used to tired already..
but.. why this time is different.. hmm..


i think.. there is something misplace..
wrong thing at wrong time and wrong place..
till i found the reason why..
i'll shhhhhh~~~!!! first..
thank you!!!

a bit relief..
but.. still.. not enough..
i want to close my eyes now..
and want to pull out my mind right now..
put it outside..
keep it at locker..
lock it..
and..
**sLyAnGeL**

 

Monday, February 21, 2011

Reviewing.. Recalling.. Rememorizing.. Blaaa.. Blaaa.. Blaaa..

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 2:00 AM

hahaha.. i know my english is broke.. or broken..
miaaaaahahahahaha.. T_T
okies~~
from what i have been doing before..
i mean for the past few minutes before..
i have realize something..
noob me.. because i just realize it now..
its my bad for being lazy to think.. to realize.. to notice..
to.. to.. to.. miahahahahahaha...


erm.. lets say.. people..
yeah.. people..
people.. who is so.. so~~
arghh..!!! i dont know the right word..
nub me.. zzzzzzzZzz..


hahahaha... ^^

after viewing some photos.. and doing some research...
*wakakakakaka!!! research @.@
i notice that i have lost somethng..
something precious maybe..
maybe its my fault.. consequences from my own acting or decision..
do not repeat mine ~.~"
"Late is better than never"
its true!!! for some thingy.. but..
there is other things when its too late to do we merely cant save it..
example~~ hmm.. u guys give your own example ba.. hahahaha..
mine is too deep and too difficult to understand..

eh.. >.<


at least.. i want to help remind you guys something here..
we cannot turn back time..!! the past will remain history.. all we can do is to cry!!
*@.@ cry?? omaigoat.. why cry.. not me.. not me!!
most of people is like this.. ermm..
when already lost something.. or when something is gone..
that time only they will realize.. that..
the thing is the most important.. most valueable.. most precious..!!
when the thing is still around us.. we ignore.. we didnt care..
didnt appreciate.. when its gone.. baru nak hargai...
*miaaaaaaaaaahahahaha... sorry!! mix with malay a bit..
biting.. biting.. biting..

**life is short.. make it sweet** hahaha


as for me.. ill try to save it no matter what it cause..
and.. even i cannot change it.. erm..
i MUST!!! give it a shot.. give it a try..
until the very last of my strength..
until the very last of my breathe.. LOL???
at least i've show my guts!! even if i lose!!
miaaaaaahahahaha...!! xD
i need to sleep!!
i let it gantung ok..
till then..
nighty night!!
see ya guys around..
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Friday, February 18, 2011

Peace.. Without Word!! xD..

2 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 12:39 AM

erk... miaaaaaaahahahahaha!!!! 
*hahaha.. sorry.. the title is without word..
so.. no words coming up next!!! xD..

o.O


 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

me+ my friends... <<< acting like a true gay!!!
miaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha!!!
*i really cannot 'tahan' to be without words..
forgive me~~ xD!!

another gay poser!!! miahahahahahahaha!!!
shhhhhhhhhhhh~~!!!!

woooo~~!!!
am i cute.. or she is cuter?? or both is cute??
 miaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha...
*ignore...ignore..ignore.. wakakakaka


Whooopppsieee!!!!!
xD!!! it was beautiful!!!
*i mean the sunset.. the view.. the air.. the sand.. and
the~~~.. ehem!!!


under my umbrella... ella.. ella.. ^^
omaigoat!!!!
i look FAT!!!!!!!!! arggghh!!!!



*yawning..
piece of my priceless moments..
ahaks!!!
till then.. see ya~~
i go sleep first..
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Im So Stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:38 AM

why im so unfortunate...
why i didnt now for such a long time..
imma too noob to know what happen arounds me..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
speechless.. ridiculous..
unacceptable..

waaaa..!!!! T_T
i dont want to know anything anymore..
because it will cause pain..
erm.. disaster maybe.. omaigoat >.<

do i believe in miracle..?
if u guys ask me before.. i will say yes..
but!!! now.. its.. NO!!!
because!! there is no such thing as miracle anymore..
its hopeless to hoping something "gay" will happen..

lalalalala... ill just keep the rest for myself..
for now let me R.I.P!!!!!

**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Coming Up Next Post....

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:14 AM

ehem!!!
im busy!!! sorry because didnt update!!..
not that kinda important thing busy..
but that thing is kinda important to me.. LOL??
nahhh.. i show u guys this thing!!

see~~!!
erm.. maybe u guys didnt understand the picture i show up there..
never mind.. coming up next picture..

erm.. maybe this is my second time going war..
after a long period resting.. 
NooB result!!! argghhhh!!!!...
ok.. next please!!

muahahahhaha.. this is my new character (CABALSEA)
i named it eXc4high..
Wizard Class..
my cute liltle Peng (pet) a.k.a sLyAnGeL..

i slowly build this gay wizzy >>> referring to eXc4high..
slowly playing back.. this is because i miss my Husky!!!!
arggghh!!!!! 


its about 1.30 am..
and.. im going to sleep.. 
because tomorrow...
yeahh!!! tomorrow!!!
i need to teach people something...
T_T.. till then..
Papai!!!!

**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Engkau a.k.a eHem~!!

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 12:35 AM

pernahkah kau sedar dirimu itu indah

pernahkah kau dengar kata manis untukmu

seandainya engkau tahu

engkau telah membuat hatiku

mencintaimu setulus yang aku bisa

berikan untuk hatimu

engkau


cahaya hatimu seindah kilau intan

engkau adalah cinta yang selalu ku damba

aku ingin engkau tau


engkau telah membuat hatiku

mencintaimu setulus yang aku bisa

berikan untuk hatimu


love is blind

love is blind

i want you now

and i want you now now



engkau telah membuat hatiku

mencintaimu setulus yang aku bisa
 
berikan untuk hatimu

dan kau mungkin yang terindah untukku

yang kan warnai hati ini selamanya

kuingin kau hadir di sisiku
   
di sisiku

di sisiku

ignore...
ignore....
just ignore....
xD!!

 

Friday, February 4, 2011

To Do Nothing~~!!

2 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:33 AM

erm its about 2.00am...
yet i didnt sleep..
keep thinking... and thinking about... about.. nothing..
i guess everyone will have their own bored time..
and dont know what to do..
its happening to me now.. and i need something to do..
but i dont know what to do..
maybe i got some work to do..
but i feels like dont want to do..
because i lazy to do..
or is it because i dont know how to do..

since i have nothing to do..
im just gonna show something~~
xD!!

erm.. its my fellow friends enjoying themselves xD..
dont find me at that picture.. coz im not there ~.~
only Ebak there and his gaymates.. wahahahaha xD
ps/ Ebak is the blue shirt..

some more... a teacher to be...
or..
a swimmer to be?? wahahahahaha.. xD!!
my classmates and friends from other classes..

O.o
for sure its not a teacher to be.
its a swimmer to be~~!!
xDD!!

oi.. oi..~~!!!
you going to school or going fishing!!!??
waakakakakaka!!!
can catch fish some more ~.~"

erm...
as doing nothing..
and nothing to write..
and know nothing..
everything is nothing..
i end this nothing to do entry..
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Thursday, February 3, 2011

o.O Three NooB Guys??

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:48 AM

hihihihi~~ 
miaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha....
before i go to sleep..
i want to paste something here.. xD
enjoy~~!!


Three guys get captured. The bandits that caught them tell the guys that they are going to kill them.
The guys beg for their lives, so the bandits tell them if they want to live they must go into the forest and pick out 10 fruit each. The 10 fruits has to be the same. The bandits swear they will release them if they do. Obviously wanting to live, they set out.

10 minutes later the first guy returns with 10 apples. The bandits smile and tell him that he has to stick the apples up his ass one by one or they kill him. If he makes any sound or shows pain he dies.
He starts...gets in 1...2...3...4..5 and then can't help it, laughs and they shoot him.
5 minutes later, the second guy comes back with 10 berries. The bandits tell him he has to shove it up his ass or they kill him. If he shows any kind of pain or makes a sound, then he dies.
He starts...gets in 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9! And on the 9th one he bursts out laughing suddenly and they shoot him.



The APPLE guy meets the BERRIES guy in heaven.
The apple guy says, "Dude, you had 1 more to go, why would you get yourself killed?"
The berry guy replies, "I couldn't help it. I saw the last guy...and he was coming with 10 pineapples.




erm.. 
i dont know if it was funny to you guys..
but for me.. i consider it a smart joke.. xD
till then~~
i go sleep!!!!
see you guys later~~
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Monday, January 31, 2011

L.D. Relationship..

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 3:40 PM

olaaa.... erm..
since i've just finish my DotaPod.. im kinda bored and i decided to write something..
something that is keep on playing in my mind since last night..
LD relationship... xD
ohh yaa.. LD is Long Distance..
wahahahahaha!!! gay picture~~!!!
erm..erm.. ignore it.. miaaaaaaahahahaha..

ok~~ lets just start.. what i would like to talk about this LDR is~~~
*i just call it "LDR" ok.. because i too lazy to type.. hahaha

erm.. by your guys own experience or opinion..
how much that LDR will last or stand...
and how much loyalty will stand towards that relationship..
also how much percent faith from both side..
eh.. and the commitment also..
*hahahaha.. keep on how much.. and how much only.. xD
i leave that question to guys to answer yourself..

wahahahaha... who's pendant is this~!!!
im sorry for using your pendant to give an example for my LDR thingy.. xD

erm.. as shown by the pitcure above.. 
*wahahahahahaha skema gila... ~.~"
ok... for easier.. lets say the first pendant is negative side and the other one is positive side..
as for me.. erm.. i believe that things happens will have the positives and the negatives sides..
also the reason why its happens..

and for this case.. it depends on both side..
it could be a happy ending.. or sad ending..
or no ending!!! LOL!!!
*how is no ending >.<

as the result..
its best for both side to learn their partner well..
try to fill whats empty.. and find something to complete for each other best..
after giving some space and giving some effort..
you will found out what is you looking..
by that time.. you will know what is the best for both of you~~

yet... a start will meet the end...
but.. make the end is yours..
and... and... and...
xD!!!
i stop here..


my food calling me!!!!!
i go eat first..
till then..
bye.. bye..
**hD!sLyAngeL**

 

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Weeee...!! Gomenasae* means Im Sorry..

2 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 9:51 PM

erm... hi mr blog~~~~!!!!
wahahahaha... my bad didnt update for such a long~~ long~~ time~~
that is because i kinda busy with my CABAL and DOTA
game ba tuu.. kaki game kan*

i didnt have much thing in minds right now to voice it out..
ohh yaa.. since our allowance didnt "masuk" or "keluar" yet..
i dont know what word suits the most whether masuk or keluar* ~.~"
these few days i eat this!!!!

McDonald's!!!! Muaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha...
thanks to Nafie gay and Awg(O2Jam)..
coz treat us McD for these past few days!!! Weeeee~!

eh yaa... some more since next week is Chinese New Year..
I would like to wish a Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends!!
and so..im waiting this kinda fruit from my friends who's went back to their home..!!

Limau!!! a.k.a Orange..
cant wait to eat that fruit till full!! @_@
eh~!! dont forget my "angpow" yaa!!! hehe xD

erm.. i think thats all i can write in for now..
till then~~..
ill keep updating~~
and~~ see you guys later...
wakakakakaka!!!

 

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Avenged SevenFold- Dear God

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:18 PM 

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
 
 
 
muaaaaaaaaahahahahaha...
gay song..
i love this song~~..
enjoy~!!

 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

R.E.G.R.E.T

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 9:42 PM

olaaaaaa!!!! hehe
i think its not too late to wish you guys Happy New Year 2011.. xD!!
by the way, its better late than never though..
let the past remain past.. and let the new chapter begins..

erm.. oh yaa.. almost forgot.. about this "Regret"..
as usual from my understanding..
regret is something that is connected from what we do and what is the consequences..
no matter what length of time it happens..

as a human being.. we merely cant predict what will happen in the future..
though we must think accurately for anything we plan to do..
in order to avoid any regretful things or decision happens..
as for me.. i have might already do many regretful things and decision..
example~~ erm.. hahahahaha... shhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i got this one problem.. ermm.. how to say arhh..
of course people have the option to choose whether if the result is bad or good..
but for me.. some of the things i usually take it to the regretful result..
because~~ because??? because????
i believe in miracle maybe??? luck?? or hoping for something impossible???
nahhhh... i also dont know..

and i have seen one of my friend quotes..
im kinda interested..
"Stop living in the dream.. Face the reality"
"I wont stop dreaming because i will make that dream become reality"
hahaha... its like hoping for something that unsure.. uncertain..
well.. its kinda like me.. wakakakakaka!!!

but!!! doing something that will make you regret..
it will taste bad later.. do not repeat the past mistake..
just learn from the past and it will make u better..
erm.. that's wont work on me.. wakakakaka!!
for some thingy laaaa... xD!!

but!!! but again >.<..
keep but and but only.. hahahaha!!!
but.. for sure.. there is  ONE thing that i wont regret..
i will NEVER regret..
that is................
lalalalalala~~~

THE END!!!!

whew...
i think i kinda wrote too much there..
miaaaaahahahahahahah!!!
suddenly hungry..
i go eat first!!!
see you guys next post..
*hungry mode!!!!!!

 

Its Been A While...

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 11:51 AM

erm...
hi!!! hahahaha...
my bad didn't update for a long..long.. time~~~
erm.. main problems is.. 
i didn't pay my broadband yet...
miaaaaaaaaaaahahaha..
thats why i cannot online.. xD!!
and now...
let me pack my things first..
because im just arrive..
and want to have some rest first.. Peace!!! xD!!

 

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