NeverSm1le

hey ya!!!

erm.. im sorry because not updating this blog for several days..

that is because a few days before..

my life filled with~~~ @.@

xD!! *i'll keep it for myself~~ ^^

Okies~~ this is what i've been doing for the past few days!!!

Date-17 November 2010..

Time-1400 until 2300..

Venue-Everywhere..

Hello~ Hi there.. What are u looking at?
mind to intro?? xD!

 eh.. its u again~~
hi again.. xD!! err.. kinda cute there.. ^^
smiling at me?? hehe


 ehem~~!!!~~
am i that old?? imma kinda cute here..
miaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha... *perasan..!!

too many things to said..
too many things to write in..
but.. ill try make it simple..
her name is Cindy Albin..
and~~ she is MINE..
and~~ MINE..
and so~~ MINE..!!!

erkkk.. its us..
she with her glasses~~
and~~ imma kinda shy shy there...
wakakakakaka...^^

Millions.. Billions.. Trillions thanks to..
Cindy Albin a.k.a babe~~..
this is the first time i celebrated my birthday with you..
that is because my birthday is always at holidays times..
and we merely cant celebrate together..
and this is my 21st!!

having you as my soul mate is aaa~~ >.<
erm.. as usual.. non of the words can describe it..
its just..
"anything for you"

hi~~!!~~

at last.. exam fever gone!!!

exam is finish!! lalalala~~

and i wanna talk a bit about holidays~~!!
as well  i wanna promote sabah!!
erm.. ok~~
a first suggestion from me..

pheeewwwwwiittttt!!!!

erm... this picture is really make me speechless!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

*do heaven on earth really exist??
LOL!!! this place looks so~~ familiar..

i wonder where is this place.. ^^

hahahahahahaha!!!!

hahaha .. this is Mr. Kyuubi and his lil Sis..

xD!!

I still keep this..

and I wont ever.. ever.. ever..

forget this..

I hope "U" are the same..

KEEP YOUR WORDS!!..

xD!!..

hi~~~

as usual i woke up late today..

hahahahaha... same reason..

but there is something its not the same anymore..

wooooo~~

imma too GAY 'happy'..

*dont misunderstood the meaning~~

after having a ''pagi-pagi buta'' conversation with her..

its a relief.. xD!!

oh yaa... (teasing) almost make me going to Bukit Padang..

but still.. its kinda~~

just forget it.. ^^

eh.. last night i going DOta also..

vs our Captain friends team..

erm.. can say its an easy game..

because we won 3-1 xD!!

total ownage!!!

Im so sorry to my team coz my Shadow Fiend is 

nOOb last night.. wakakaka..

p/s: no heart feeling ok~~ ^^

after watching last night replay game.. 

we detected that this hero got ulti creeps..

zzzzz.. i wonder who using this hero.. xD!!

p/s: c mus yang guna 2..

hahahaha..

xD!!

erm.. olaaaa~~~

now its about 4.00 pm.. and I just woke up...

and~~ why is that?? hahahahahaha!!!

i sleep late... sure woke up late also~~

erm.. this is because..

the DOta journey last night..

Its really crazy.. But still its fun..

i tell a bit laaaa..

the "jalan cerita" is like this..

first we going eat.. because all too hungry..

then~~ we go to that cyber cafe to play DOta till mad..

and the most fun thing is..

we walk back by feet to IP...

miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha!!!

walking in 'pagi-pagi buta' seems good..

no need scare.. because got many dogs accompany us..

*kan erwin~~ hahahaha..

all bring their own weapon.. wakakakaka

Mus with his big rock @.@

Nafie with "Daun" wtf >.<

its sad i dont have the crazy picture we taken while this journey in process..

all the picture at erwin.. after i take from him..

maybe ill show u guys on next post..
  the 5 crazy ppl on the road..

with their gay action... ^^

till then..

i wanna have my bath..

and going DOta i think..

papai~~ ^^

arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

its a relief just finish the exam paper~~..

1 more paper to go~~..

T_T almost holiday already..

*zzzz why sad.. should be happy.. ^^

erm.. today's date is 11/11/10.. kinda gay huh.!

but... didn't have any gay meaning.. sad.. LOL!!

erm.. only want to say..

at least i already trying to start..but.. >.<

forget it..

hahaha.. and now~~

i wanna enjoyed myself.. i welcome who else wanna join..

but i didn't guarantee u'll enjoy also.. ^^

suggest me something..

run out of idea already..

smoking its not good for health..

but sometimes its good for "something"

i wish i have the chance to go there again with "U"

kan roommate~~ xD!!

 ...................

smoke again.. zzzz...

just ignore it.. concentrate on that bottle behind us.. xD!!

Miaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha!!! *evil Mode..

^^

which one is more "mahal"?? xDD!!

i bet u guys will guess wrong~ xD!!

that's all for this post..

thanks for reading/viewing/limpasing..

enjoy~~ xD!!

erm... hello~~ ^^

after spending about an hour or more i think..

this is my new layout... xD!!

i dunno what else to put.. pity me >.<''

but im really satisfied!!!! hahaha..

erm.. this new layout coming with new me..

*kunun... hahahaha

oh yaaa.. thanks to Zul because cut my hair..

new hair also.. ^^

what else new aaa..??

but im still DOta Freako~~

that fact wont change.. xD!!

i miss u!!! ^^

miaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha!!!

sounds weird....

im going to bath.. then go DOta...

until then~~.. Bye3..

erm.. Last quote from me..

"we cant plan life.. all we can do is..

be available for it"

xD!!!

erm.. hi~~

actually today im gonna write about something interesting..

but.. who knows what will happen..

and this type of thing i rarely cant predicted it..

so.. no interesting story on this post..

as for today..

im expecting something which that will make some happiness..

unfortunately.. maybe i shouldn't hope for too much..

and.. at the end.. i suffered!!!

from a "Happy" day..

it turns to an annoying day to me..

i really dunno what to say.. im really annoyed!!!!!

and i decided to sleep the whole day..

and let this day go through like that..

such a waste..

its like i wasn't grateful at all..

but.. no one knows what's inside me..

and i dont give a damn pun..

huhu..

erm.. Firstly..

i would like to apologize..

because of the harsh words in this post..

im really kinda unstable..

c ya guys next post xD!!

i wanna sleep!!!!

Hihi.. On this post..

i would like to share some of my thingy that i always been doing with my friends..

miaaaaaaaaaahahahahahah!! xD

erm.. on this match..

me and my team (HD) vs (DK)

this was the first replay..

And this was the second match between us..

the second match we won!!!

Last match between us~~

We Ownage!!! Wakakakaka..

Final Result..

We Won 2-1..

HD team~~

HighDef-CrunX!= Erwin..

HighDef-FucKeRz!= Nazrey..

HighDef-em0= Hizwan..

HighDef-Ne0= Me..

HighDef-s4t= Zul..

 Dota 2!!!

New BloodSeeker..

Gay Hunter >.<

Enjoy this art by our team..

Dont Ever Say We Noob!!

Coz we still learing~~

ahaks~~

Enjoy the replay..

aloha~~~ hahahahaha..

erm.. yesterday i got hear one funny word!!!!

hahahahaha!!! and i would like to share it with u guys~~

ehem~~

and it is~~~~~ 

"Abang Bachelor!!"

wakakakakakaka.. i dunno why i find it so damn funny...

and that word is definitely not referring to me.. ^^

then~~ after being told the main probs..

yet he still doing that unnecessary thingy...

miaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha..

and i roughly cant stop laughing behind him..

*kan ewin and roomate~~

hahahahahaha...

*p/s: erwin.. bila lagi ni kita punya turn ni???

takkan kosong-kosong jaaa kann.. hahahaha!!

hi there..

erm.. dont u guys thing that word is kinda familiar~~

i just wanna make it simple..

for me.. there is two type of pain..

one is pain that we can see..

and..

the other one is pain that we cant see..

but.. tonight i wannna talk more to the second type of pain~~

ok~~ lets starts~~ hahahaha..

i do really know that this topic is not a favourite topic that people wanna know or hear..

or experience it..

erm.. to be honest.. im truly sorry!!

sooo sorryy!!

i know that "my sorry" wont be enough..

its not the 1st time..

i do really sense the pain that u hide from me..

i do really feel the same pain as you..

and i do really in pain right now..

its my fault.. i know its hard for you..

i wont push you.. ill give u time..

its true that time can cure pain..

but.. please dont take a long time..

meanwhile, just take a good care of yourself..

dont be sick..

ill always be here..!!

erm.. this is one of "luahan hati"..

from a friend..

i really do speechless..

^^

erm.. on this post..

i would like to share some of my friends artwork..

i think this is a good hobby..

because its fun to play with his "DSLR"

hahahaha... enjoy this art by him~~

and~~ 1st of all.. may i introduce to u guys..

this is hanif.. the owner of that "DSLR"

he is the one who is the pro photographer to be~~

hahahahahahaha!!

im speechless!!! i think this is the most popular female cat at our hostel..

because.. its like every week she "mengandung".. xD!!

aha!!!! got cha!!!
this is what we've been doing most of the time.. DOta!!!!!
ohh yaa.. thats certainly not me.. its Zul is playing~~

Miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahah!!!
this is erwin!!! candid picture taken by hanif!!!
*p/s: erwin~~ no heart feeling~~ xDD!!!

waaaaaaaaahahahahahahahhaha!!!!

this are some of my friends faces~~

from the left side~~
Pedro.. Zul.. Erwin..Syukri..
*syukri is kinda sexy!!! miaaahahahahahaha...
*p/s: syukri.. no heart feeling also ok~~ wakakakakakaka

Last but not least..
its my photo~~ wakakakakaka!!
thank you to hanif.. even though i didnt ask him to focus at my face..


thats all for today~~
maybe u guys will interested to this unique hobby..
just give it a try~~..
i know because i tried before.. hahaha..
ohh yaaa.. this was a "virgin" photo by hanif...
and not been edited yet~~
xD!!!!

erm~~ Ohayyooo!!!

its kinda early in the morning..

its not that i just woke up..

but.. i havent sleep yet.. hahahaha!!! ^^

i dunno why i cannot sleep..

izzit because overslept or.. less sleep..??

*errrkkk i think soo~~~ xD!!

by the way, im still finding what keeps me awake..

studies?? erm~~ not gonna happen.. >.<

DOta?? should be.. but my friends all sleeping already.. so~.. not DOta...

if wanna learn play guitar well..
ask erwin to teach.. because he is pro guitarist..
*UP untuk erwin~~

i guess better i go to sleep..
even though actually this is not a sleep time..
but i didnt have my sleep yet!!

to 'her' dont forget to "walk" at my blog..
because.. lately.. blog walking is your hobby!!
and for now~~
SaYonaRA~~~

aloooo~~ 

i just woke up and straight want to update my blog...

that is because... ehem!!

last night a friend just gimme another reason why i should continue write..

so~~ i love this keyboard!!! hahahaha

for the past few days.. my life is "a bit" messy..

sleep late.. woke up late..

i scare it will become my habbits..

but i cant help it >.<

I really cant say no to DOta..

erm.. i really dont have any idea to write..
coz still 'mamai' plus i didnt bath yet!!!! xD!!!

ohh yaaa~~ its November already...
and~~ its near to holiday..
maybe this year.. the holiday is kinda "bored"..
thats my own prediction laa... hahaha

im expecting something special or something different..
but.. just only can wait and see~~
and for now~~ i wan go bath!!!
bb xD!!!

eeeekkkk!!!!

sorry!!!! because i never update for the past few days~~

erm.. that is because im kinda busy with DOTA~~

and so~~ my "studies"

its exam week..so~~

i have the whole world to play DOta with my friends!!

erm.. not many things happens for the past few days..

*guess so >.<

hahahahahahaha xD!!

its just.. i wanna thank 'her' a lot...

and~~ apologize to 'her' for being naughty a bit ^^..

thank you for 'our' time..

erm.. if i not lazy next time..

ill tell u guys about this 'her' ok??

so~~ farewell... hahahaha ^^

Malam ni agak berbeza sedikit..

Sebab~~ Malay Version!!!!

Miaaaaahahahahahahaha...

erm.. malam ni saya agak-agak tertarik dengan dua "biji" quotes

yang pertama~~

betul ka 2?? hahaha...

pandai-pandai fikir la sendiri...

sebab~~

saya sendiri pun tak tahu apa sebabnya... hahahahaha

ok~~ 2nd quotes~~

erm... kurang bersetuju di situ...

hahahahaha... sebab~~

kalau mahu tunggu datang sendiri...

sampai ke tua la tak kahwin!!!

waakakakakaka..

setuju??? hahahahahaha

Oleh yang demikian... agak skema ayat-ayat itu... ^^

i jump to the conclusion..

*eh... maaf... mesti versi melayu..

ermm.. kesimpulannya... dari pandangan saya sendiri...

kedua-duanya adalah BETUL!!!!

sebab...

bagi 'clue' sedikit yaaa...

untuk quote yang pertama... kalau c lelaki yang mencari~~

and.. untuk quote yang kedua.. kalau c perempuan pula yang di cari atau di datangi...

Miaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha... 

sekarang... terserah kepada anda sendiri untuk menilainya...

saya sudah memberikan apa yang termampu...

xD!!!

Sekian.. Terima Kasih..

A guys was deeply in love with his classmate..

One day.. he proposed her by saying that he loved her a lot..

But she was angry and refused and threatened him that she'd..

complain to the principal if he ever bothers her again..

One day.. the girl borrowed a text book from that boy and..

wrote a message " I love you too, I'm sorry that I hurt you the other day..

in that book..

But.. the guy never talked to the girl..

Years and years went away and nothing has happen..

Morale of the story is....

*******************

*****************

**********

Engineering boys never open their text book!!!!

xD!!

erm.. i just wanna share this "created story"..

coz.. i accidently found it while..

i was surfing internet..

Miaaaaaaaahahahahaha... xD!!!

suddenly.. i have the mood to write...

hahahaha..

actually the mood is not right.. coz.. 2nite seems feels cold.. empty..

the 'air' is a bit moody.. full of~~~~ i cant find a right word to say it...

izzit true..?? like ppl said..

to love ppl is to let them go~~

eventhough i know its kinda true... but why i cant accept it??

its hardly to accept..

do i need a doctor bout this thing...

it hurt much!!! i need a cure!!!

i need sumtin tat can heal this!!!

erm... T_T

'laugh heals everything' or 'time heals everything'

which one shud i try 1st??

i go try both 1st.. bb.. ^^

kisah ini tidak ada kena mengena dengan

diri saya sendiri mahupun orang lain..

hahahahaha... cuma untuk mengisi masa lapang

yang boring sahaja..

Sekian.. Terima Kasih~~

oollllaaaa~~~ xD..

erm.. hahahahahaha..

i dunno how to start.. erm~~ erm~~..

seems yesterday is about fate..

and now~~ we go to 'Faith' ^^

"Faith"

wad shud i start 1st bout this thing..

too many things wan to write in.. but.. dunno which one to start to >.<

as usual.. ill define faith according to my own understanding..

*errr...my words is right aa?? sounds bit weird.. ~.~"

Trust<=Faith=>Belief

tats "Faith" to me... hahahahahaha

too simple aa?? naaaahhh.. its too complicated..

erm.. im not refering to anyone or anythin..

just let it be general..

wad is the need to build faith/trust??

example.. now im using a person.. coz its easier to understand...

*hahahahaha actually i lazy to think..... wakakakakakaka

i pick a simple one.. do a person need to show her/him a sacrifice to attain 'Faith'

NO NeeD!!! xD!!

or.. do a person need to do everythin to attain 'Faith'

NO NeeD also... hahaha

for me.. it needs time.. and it will 'timbul sendiri'

am i right?? hehe xD!!

so~~ it is important to have faith to "Ehem~~"

then.. we can share everythin.. not bout sad things only.. happy things also can~~

i jz go direct to the point.. coz now is about 3.00 pm..

i need go to padang.. not much time left to write..

Faith and Fate were both needed in our life...

it is just depends to us how to manage it and how to make it OURS!!!

hahahahahaha.. xD!!

and~~ by the end of this post...

i wud love to say~~

life is hard.. just dont make it harder as it is..

enjoy it as much u can.. but never..

never~~ yeah!!!!!!!

i blackout again!!!! ~.~"

i go padang!!! bb...

xD!!!!

erm.. hahahaha...

i dunno if my post title is related to sumtin or anythin..

miaaaaahahahahahah..

ehem~~.. ^^

but... these words are important to me~~

ok.. we go to 'Fate' 1st...

erm.. do you guys believe in fate??

wat is the main concept for fate??

or... more easier.. the define of fate...

basically we were told tat we live on our so called 'destiny'

am i one of them tat believe tat?

*i need to thinking it clearly 1st..

if our destiny are decided.. wat is the meaning of living??

*tats my personal view laa..

for me.. i wanna life tat i have many options and not have been decided earlier...

wudnt ur life being empty if u ady know wat is ur destiny~??

coz.. u ady know wad will happen and not to worry the consequence coz its decided.. LOL!!!

isnt it great if we got multiply option??

it made us think more and make us more 'mature' in much different ways..

~.~"

suddenly i 'blackout' >.<"

i think...

tats all 'Fate' for me..

its fun to talk and write bout it..

unfortunately~~..

i need to go dota..

miaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha..

c ya guys next post!!!

xD!!!!

hi~~~ miaaaaaaaahahahahahaha.. xD!!

before sleep.. i wan to share a story...

but its more~~ more to~~ >.< i dunno..

a friend used to tell me a word..

tat is.. "they come, they go"..

i bet all of u know the meaning..

coz its more to~~ sumtin important..

have u guys ever experience dis??

i dunno wat to write!!! arghhhh!!!

erm~~ i go to sleep laaaa...

i jz wanna say tat..

i wan they come and stay.. and not to go..

its impossible to let it go when its already bcome part of us..

reli??? hahahahaha..

*am i talking by my own experience???

naaaahh.. miaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha~~~

dunwan to write it more..

jz let it 'gantung'..

so~~ GudNite!!!

posted in blur-blur mode xD!!

today i wanna talk bout eternal!!

by any chance.. did anyone know eternal can be define as wat?

for me.. eternal is kinda~~

its  sumtin tat has no beginning and no ends... LOL!!!

it always gv me a headache when comes to tink bout it..

dis is actually the symbol of the eternal..

*kinda cool eh... ^^

the point is~~

when it has no beginning and no end...

wat is de purpose of sumtin??

example.... Eternal Love.. Eternal Life...

even both of tat word has beginning and end..

but got ppl say tat..

dis word can be synonyms as infinity~~

if u tink it wisely.. it wont be de same..

so.. ill end my post here..

coz.. im getting mad if i continue using my head on dis thing..

better i use it for sumtin else~~ ^^

xD!!

i wanna show some cute faces!!!

cute... isnt she....
i wonder who is she~~~
hahahahaha.. xD!!!
ok~~ more piccha to come....

these are some faces tat kinda cheer up my life...
*my hepi go lucky classmate!!!..
more...more..more..

if im not mistaken...

this pic taken at our 1st PBS at tawau.. hehehe

from leftside.. anip.. erwin.. and eebaaaakk!!

two more to go!!!

ohhhh.. dis person is my roommy (wan)!!!!

taken at beaufort...

my 2nd PBS at his house!!!!!

and now~~ de last but not least!!!

xD!!!!!!!

(KIM2) ma lil SIS!!!!!

tengah lipat baju!!!! hahahaha

isnt she cute....

miss her!!!!

xD!!!!

enuf photo for today~~~

miaaaahahahahah

err.. ollaaa..

Its a boring and kinda empty saturday..

and i wud like to write sumtin here..

eventhough i reli dun hav any idea wad shud i write..

but dis keyboard do reli have a magnet >.<

coz.. it keeps make me wan to press it continuously..

so.. i decided to follow its longing..

SECRET!!!

suddenly sumtin come out from my empty mind..

sure all of us keeps a secret..

but.. can we safely keep it??..

or shud we share it with someone else??..

................... ~.~"

change topic... its a SECRET ba..

means cannot tell...

muaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahaha!!!

yet another thing pop up..

hahahahahahahaha...

'Gear 2'!!!!! *my roomy jz mention it..

wakakakakakakaka...

errr... ~.~"

sudden i lost my idea... T_T

ignore tat person... wakakakakaka...

coz.. the thing i wan to talk to is not him..

but is... the place whr he took tat pic... ^^

Tat place called Pulau Sepanggar (Sabah)..

ever heard b4?? sure have laaa..

miaaaahahahahah..

atfer a few days live thr..

i reli dunwan go back... wakakakaka

tat is bcoz.. i love the environment..

i love sea.. i love sand.. i love the wind..

i dun mind bcome darker *coz im reli dark ady... miaaaahahahahahahah

as long as im having fun..

a bit story laaa want to share.. hehe

one day.. i woke up early in the morning..

then, im planning to go out thr and play with sand... wakakakaka..

unfortunately, when i open the door..

i was shocked and automatically laughing..

miaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaah..

dis was the 1st time i saw a lots of monkeys..

carrying their child at their stomach..

+ if at any kampung.. early morning.. we oni hear ayam berbunyi..

but at this place.. its different.. coz its goat yang berbunyi..

wakakakakakaka.. xD!!

i wish have the chance to go thr again..

coz its a great place to go and live too..

thanx to my step family thr oso.. coz treat me as their own child..

tenkiu..tenkiu...tenkiu sooooo much!!!

argggghhh.. i still wanna write..

but i dunno wad else to write... >.<

now im listening to Hey Jude by The Beatles..

coz i wan find 'ilham'.. wakakakakakaka

"Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better"

tat was a bit laa bout the lyrics.. *bored ady ~.~"

so... i end my post here ba..

coz getting irritated.. dunno wad else to write here...

miaaaaaaaaaahahahahahah...

*actually wan go play dota..

hahahahaha..

xD!!!!!!

im just an ordinary guy..

with an ordinary life..

and ordinary style..

nothing much 'different' though..

but have an extraordinary passion towards computer games..

on top of that, im a DOTA freako~~..

besides, ill forget everything when my left hand pressing the keyboard 

while my right hand clicking mouse..

hahaha xD!!! * i tink tats was my bad habbit >.<

this is my main char...!!(Cabal Online SG/MY)

tats is one of my art of playing on9 games..

wakakakakakaka...

see tat husky behind? i miss tat husky so much!!!!

now im not active playing dis game as before..

coz.. got some stupid reason... *my fault oso... miahahahahahahaha

i tink.. i spend bout two short years playing this game... ^^

i gain and learn a lot while playing this game..

gain new friend from all over the world..

thanx to all my cabal friend.. its a great things to know u guys.. im happy meet u guys..

u guys gay!!!!!

miaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaha....

enuf wif my games life..

now... jz a bit bout my real life..

hmm..

~.~ nothin to write to.. wakakakakaka..

im just simple..

although sumtime keep mixed up.. *crazy la 2... hahahahaha

i love to have fun!!!

love to disturb ppl.. likes to sleeps..

i oso like to see/talk/think sumting wit a different way...

hmmm... i tink... thats all for today baa...

i dunno how to end my post >.<

i end it ba...

miahahahahahahahahahahaahahaha xD!!

cant sleep..

keep thinking and thinking..

i wonder why still got those ppl like tat in tis world..

izzit hard to help ppl in trouble??..

if i at ur guys situation..

maybe im not as strong as u guys..

i may have give up or 'meletup'

to ibrahim and adnan...

fast2 get well.. we'll pray hard for u guys..

may today bcome our whole life lesson..

1st time create my own blog..

although i dunno wad to do ><

hahahaha

by the way...

slowly learning laaaaa...

miahahahahahahahaha