Saturday, May 25, 2013

Path

Path..
One word.. Four letters..
Simple tho..
But.. It can change a person life..
It can lead to a successful life..
And it also can lead to a pathetic life..
I choose to write this “Path” is because..
I think sooner or later I have to choose tho..
These few days or weeks will determined which path that I’ll choose..
Which path I’ll go through..
And which path I headed to till the end..



The 1st path is stay strong.. Keep on loving her (even she didn’t)..
Be hard thinker.. Stay loyal.. Whole aspects thinker..
Keep my heart closed.. Happy go-lucky (totally fake)..
Plan my life carefully.. Live a boring life..
Doing something expected.. Something ordinary..
Lay low.. I think my life gonna be limited edition.. xD!!
It is called a safe life.. Non-adventures life.. No exceeding something relevant..
And I don’t know what to write in anymore.. Because it was too bored to think about it.. Sighhss..
One little tiny thing left I haven’t mention..
I’ll wait her.. As long as this heart still beating..
And as long as it can pumps the blood through all these vessels..
And as long as I’m still breathing..
I’ll wait her.. Anytime.. Any place.. Anyhow..
I’ll be there sincere waiting..



The 2nd path is.. Let it go.. I’ll be free..
Open minded.. My life.. My rules.. My way..
My heart?? It’s still the same..
I won’t simply open it.. Coz I only have one heart tho..
And I gave it to her.. So.. I have no more heart left to spend ^_____^
I’ll enjoy my life to the fullest..
Living the life back then.. When there’s only joy.. Happiness..
No more tears, sadness and sorrow..
Since no more hard thinker.. I’ll be the usual myself..
React when I feels like to.. Follow my instinct..
Doesn’t care about the consequences..
Doing something that people never dreamed of..
And for some reason.. I’ll hate you for the rest of my life..
Don’t blame me for this.. Coz you are the one who suddenly cut it of..
You even promised it.. Nothing gonna change.. It’ll still the same..
And since promise is “sampah”.. I don’t give a damn to any of it anymore..
I already try to fix it.. Try to make it better.. Better means.. We still can be friends tho..
Still can talk.. Communicate and etc..
But you still pushed me away.. Makes me looks like a stranger..
Makes me looks like a fool..
Wheeeww damn!!! Off topic.. zzZZZZ…


I end it here.. zzZZZ...
Mood swing -____-

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