Thursday, March 31, 2011

~.~

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
im really.. really.. really..
speechless..
all i know is..
im having something really pain inside my heart..

i really.. really care about you..
mostly care.. i try to find what's lack..
and try out my best to fill it..
and be anywhere.. anytime.. anyhow..
just for you..

and now.. im trapped inside of no where..
im lost.. im really noob!!!
i wish i could get rid of this thing..
but well.. i cannot!! zzzzzzZZZzz..

this feeling is too deep..
same goes to the wounds also..
too deep until =X

i wish i could have you..
as before.. because im really down now..
and i really mean it..
i want the old 'we'..

i know it wouldn't be the same.. but..
i dont know which part is wrong.. which part is lack..
i must fix it no matter what..
till then.. ill keep on standing..
holding tough..
>.<


zzzzz..
nub me..
**sLyAnGeL**

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

iF~!!!

hmm.. gay post again..
i need to let it out again.. cant bear it already =.="
almost explode.. keep emo and emo.. damn nOoB!!

erm.. if only you know how much i suffered..
if only you know how much pain it cause to me..
if only you know how much it affect me..
and only if you know how much it damage me >.<


yeah right.. i have no rights..
but.. as you can see im still standing.. strong and steady..
and only if u know if in the inside its very >.<"


there is no one to blame except for me..
i scare i cant hold up too much longer..
please think a bit about me.. not much.. just a bit will enough..
the time you come.. it brings me everything..
the time you left.. it lefts me nothing..



hmm.. im dying inside!!!!
i need some solution T_T
its not like me if like this..
i want to be normal again..

;;