On this post..
I just feels like want to write to express those negative
feelings..
Erm… I was.. in this really3 stupid and awkward position..
How to say arh >.<
It’s just too uncomfortable position.. Ok!!!
Here we go..
Examples.. There’s a lot of thanks coming up next.. xD!!
Thanks for putting me in this situation..
Thanks for giving me such a hard time..
During these critical moments..
Thanks for messing with my head.. And my heart though.. (I’m
100% to blame for this)..
These stupid feeling getting more and more stupid when I saw
you acting like nothing ever happen..
I may not that important to you..
But!!!!!! On the contrary
you are to me!!
It’s good for you.. For not being affected.. But it’s been
hell for me!!
What do you think my reaction when people ask about you..
Ask about how I’m feeling about us..
They even make fun.. Jokes.. For what were happens..
I just don’t know how to react.. Tell me how I’m suppose to respond
to that shit!!
And the funny thing is.. I got this one feeling..
The feelings that makes me feels like I’m the number one
most stupid person in this whole universe..
Please do know that.. This is the only one thing I don’t
want to happen..
And that is because those noob things..
But it’s seems.. I can’t stop that..
The most scared thing I don’t want to happen.. Is happening
right now..
There’s none to blame either both of us..
Really… None..
I just want to let it out.. Write to express those feelings..
It was way much
better than saying it out loud..
Hee.. Lastly.. I’m really glad you were happy and overcome these
thing..
Yep.. Really glad..
But now..
Just left me alone.. Fighting in these fucking emotion..
Whewww…. Kinda feel relief a bit..
No hard feeling… Just still in a struggling period..
Hahaha..
On behalf of this post..
I really3 hate you!!
I really am!!
But that only apply on this post only
=)
That's all.. Heee...
