Wednesday, July 17, 2013

I am for what I am..

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooo ^_______________^
It’s been a while since the last entry..
That’s because.. I’ m kind of busy.. With everything.. Hahaha..
Struggling to fill in every inches of my free time..
I did say that I have a huge decision to make before..
And that is.. Ermm.. The 1st path or the 2nd path.. Right???



Well, giving circumstances.. I’ve decided.. Which one I’ll choose..
And the answer is…….. BOTH!!!
I’m so gonna regret this.. =))
Why bother pick both?? Orang tua-tua cakap.. Orang tamak selalu rugi…
It’s not like I’m greedy.. It’s just.. I want to be something..
Something that even myself cannot find the right word to describe it..



These few weeks makes me feel at ease.. hahahaha!!!
Sometimes it feels really good when having someone always be there for us..
My case is not always laaa… Hahaha… Just enough.. Hahaha… Ngam2 d opisssss…
But.. There is a BUT!!! Hahaha…
I’m not into you guys.. Enough with friendship relation..
That’s all I can give.. Nothing more..
Don’t get me wrong.. I just want to live my own life..
My own decision.. And my own freedom..



I moved on.. Hahaha… It takes a year for me to fully move on..
Damn.. Nub me.. hahaha.. So slowwwww.. -_____-
Don’t ever let me hoping again okay??? Even a bit or tiny..
Especially dedicated to YOU!!!
You know what I’ve learn for these past few months??
You are not a tiny different from the others..
Turns out.. You’re just the same..
Luckily I'm not that despo..
True!! I've got nothing to lose xD!!
Plus I did not having any type of LOSS too..
Sighhss.. If only I realized this sooner -____-
Takes me a year to get it.. Sipeeeekkkk slooowwwww!!!!



And now.. Let the game begins ^______^
Bukan game over okay.. It’s just starting xD!!
I’m so glad I got back on my own track..
Never been feel so alive than this..
The price.. Yeap.. The price for making me feel pain..
Makes me suffer.. Makes me turn upside down.. Mess with everything..
I’m definitely NOT gonna make you pay it back.. Wahahaha..
It’s Just.. Karma.. I know you like karma.. And if this karma is true..
I did not have to do anything..
Let the time decide when and where you’ll get the same thing that I’ve been through before..



Wakakaka… Uiii2.. I’m not praying for these..
It’s just suddenly slipped out of my mind.. And I just simply write it in… xD!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I end it here..
No hard feelings okay ^_________^
Lalalalalalaalalala~~~

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