9/9/12..
Yeap.. Still counting.. 5 years and a month..
It’s been three months since the separated thingy.. Should I
counting it? Stupid me..
And still I’m struggling.. People say..
When something like
this happens.. You barely can handle your normal life..
At first.. I’m thinking that none of that statement is
true.. Until it happens to me now..
I really can’t do much work right now.. I can’t get my head
back on its track..
There’s a hole right here.. I can’t filled in.. No matter
how much I try..
Keep on working.. Keep on playing games..
Keep myself busy
by doing anything that keeps me really busy and tired..
But.. By the end.. Your name.. Keep rolling on inside my
damn mind..
Why it’s been so hard for me to let you go.. I still don’t have
that kind of strength..
Do I have any more chance for being with you?
I don’t know
who have that answer.. Either me.. You.. Or Neither both of us..
Deep in my heart.. I really hope you’d stay..
I thought this
love would last..
Now I’m really living in the past.. Cause it just me and memories..
Of how my heart will skip a beat whenever you
are near..
I don’t know what else to do.. It’s really pain for having
this thing..
I’ve still have no idea how to deal with it..
I need to let it out though..
Cause I’ve got tons of work to
do and need to complete it in this short times..
At least.. It can help me lighten a bit..
Yeap..
Write
really does makes me feel better.. Even though it’s just a bit..
But it’s
better than nothing.. Hee..
