Thursday, March 31, 2011

~.~

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 1:58 AM

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
im really.. really.. really..
speechless..
all i know is..
im having something really pain inside my heart..

i really.. really care about you..
mostly care.. i try to find what's lack..
and try out my best to fill it..
and be anywhere.. anytime.. anyhow..
just for you..

and now.. im trapped inside of no where..
im lost.. im really noob!!!
i wish i could get rid of this thing..
but well.. i cannot!! zzzzzzZZZzz..

this feeling is too deep..
same goes to the wounds also..
too deep until =X

i wish i could have you..
as before.. because im really down now..
and i really mean it..
i want the old 'we'..

i know it wouldn't be the same.. but..
i dont know which part is wrong.. which part is lack..
i must fix it no matter what..
till then.. ill keep on standing..
holding tough..
>.<


zzzzz..
nub me..
**sLyAnGeL**

 

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

iF~!!!

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 11:53 AM

hmm.. gay post again..
i need to let it out again.. cant bear it already =.="
almost explode.. keep emo and emo.. damn nOoB!!

erm.. if only you know how much i suffered..
if only you know how much pain it cause to me..
if only you know how much it affect me..
and only if you know how much it damage me >.<


yeah right.. i have no rights..
but.. as you can see im still standing.. strong and steady..
and only if u know if in the inside its very >.<"


there is no one to blame except for me..
i scare i cant hold up too much longer..
please think a bit about me.. not much.. just a bit will enough..
the time you come.. it brings me everything..
the time you left.. it lefts me nothing..



hmm.. im dying inside!!!!
i need some solution T_T
its not like me if like this..
i want to be normal again..

 

Friday, February 25, 2011

My Self-Moody Day... >.<"

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 3:05 AM

erm.. i just wanna let it out..
today was too noob for me >.<
everything is wrong.. everything is not right..
did i eaten wrong type of food..?? did i do something noob??
did something noob happen??
ohh man!!! its too noob!!

im sorry for my self-noob behavior today..
i cannot find what is wrong.. arghhhh!!!
do this wrong.. do that wrong..
do nothing also wrong..
~.~"

i less speak today.. less smile.. less laughing..
less disturbing.. less~~bian.. >.<"
erm.. maybe im too tired.. but.. im used to tired already..
but.. why this time is different.. hmm..


i think.. there is something misplace..
wrong thing at wrong time and wrong place..
till i found the reason why..
i'll shhhhhh~~~!!! first..
thank you!!!

a bit relief..
but.. still.. not enough..
i want to close my eyes now..
and want to pull out my mind right now..
put it outside..
keep it at locker..
lock it..
and..
**sLyAnGeL**

 

Monday, February 21, 2011

Reviewing.. Recalling.. Rememorizing.. Blaaa.. Blaaa.. Blaaa..

0 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 2:00 AM

hahaha.. i know my english is broke.. or broken..
miaaaaahahahahaha.. T_T
okies~~
from what i have been doing before..
i mean for the past few minutes before..
i have realize something..
noob me.. because i just realize it now..
its my bad for being lazy to think.. to realize.. to notice..
to.. to.. to.. miahahahahahaha...


erm.. lets say.. people..
yeah.. people..
people.. who is so.. so~~
arghh..!!! i dont know the right word..
nub me.. zzzzzzzZzz..


hahahaha... ^^

after viewing some photos.. and doing some research...
*wakakakakaka!!! research @.@
i notice that i have lost somethng..
something precious maybe..
maybe its my fault.. consequences from my own acting or decision..
do not repeat mine ~.~"
"Late is better than never"
its true!!! for some thingy.. but..
there is other things when its too late to do we merely cant save it..
example~~ hmm.. u guys give your own example ba.. hahahaha..
mine is too deep and too difficult to understand..

eh.. >.<


at least.. i want to help remind you guys something here..
we cannot turn back time..!! the past will remain history.. all we can do is to cry!!
*@.@ cry?? omaigoat.. why cry.. not me.. not me!!
most of people is like this.. ermm..
when already lost something.. or when something is gone..
that time only they will realize.. that..
the thing is the most important.. most valueable.. most precious..!!
when the thing is still around us.. we ignore.. we didnt care..
didnt appreciate.. when its gone.. baru nak hargai...
*miaaaaaaaaaahahahaha... sorry!! mix with malay a bit..
biting.. biting.. biting..

**life is short.. make it sweet** hahaha


as for me.. ill try to save it no matter what it cause..
and.. even i cannot change it.. erm..
i MUST!!! give it a shot.. give it a try..
until the very last of my strength..
until the very last of my breathe.. LOL???
at least i've show my guts!! even if i lose!!
miaaaaaahahahaha...!! xD
i need to sleep!!
i let it gantung ok..
till then..
nighty night!!
see ya guys around..
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

Friday, February 18, 2011

Peace.. Without Word!! xD..

2 comments Posted by NeverSm1le at 12:39 AM

erk... miaaaaaaahahahahaha!!!! 
*hahaha.. sorry.. the title is without word..
so.. no words coming up next!!! xD..

o.O


 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

me+ my friends... <<< acting like a true gay!!!
miaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha!!!
*i really cannot 'tahan' to be without words..
forgive me~~ xD!!

another gay poser!!! miahahahahahahaha!!!
shhhhhhhhhhhh~~!!!!

woooo~~!!!
am i cute.. or she is cuter?? or both is cute??
 miaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha...
*ignore...ignore..ignore.. wakakakaka


Whooopppsieee!!!!!
xD!!! it was beautiful!!!
*i mean the sunset.. the view.. the air.. the sand.. and
the~~~.. ehem!!!


under my umbrella... ella.. ella.. ^^
omaigoat!!!!
i look FAT!!!!!!!!! arggghh!!!!



*yawning..
piece of my priceless moments..
ahaks!!!
till then.. see ya~~
i go sleep first..
**hD!sLyAnGeL**

 

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