I just feel want to write..
Even though I didn’t have anything in my mind.. (I mean
right now)
So.. Let’s get creative..
Day by day.. Time passed by..
Every night.. Watching the moon..
It’s pretty though.. Cause we see it from a very far
distance..
But the reality is.. It’s not as pretty as it’s seen when we
see it in a very near distance..
Same goes to the beach too.. It’s not every time the winds
blows..
And it’s not every time the sands as white as we may have seen
it before..
I’m not good at philosophy thingy..
But, I’d like to see things in many different ways..
Cause.. It’ll make me see clearly in a whole different
aspects..
Why I choose to write? Why I’d like to write?
The answer is simple..
I’m better at expressing everything using words other than
using my freaking mouth.. LOL!!!
And that’s why I’d like to keep everything to myself rather
than share it with anybody..
My actions are unpredictable.. My moves kinda messy.. And
I’m not the type who are doing things by books..
I mean.. Erm.. I always like to make things in my own way..
Even there’s clearly another way in front of my eyes.. Example.. The manual
book.. -____-
But.. Mostly the path that I choose is going to make me
regret..
I don’t know why when I have just two option..
And even I know both of the consequences..
I’ll still pick the one with the impossible way..
What do I expect to get from it?
I don’t know.. Miracle maybe.. Or just some illusion reality
to-be..
Or some life adventures.. Nahhhh… I don’t have the answers..
I can’t find what I want in my life.. I just don’t feel I
have any direction to go..
Maybe I have one.. But.. There’s something holding it deep
inside..
There’s big different though..
Between want you want to do.. And..
Between what you can do..
Let me give a simple intro between these two things..
Firstly.. What you want to do..
This thing is limitless.. There’s much things we want to do
right?
But the different with what you can do is the contrary..
That thing got its own limit..
And if I have to choose between both of that thing..
I guess you guys can tell which one I’d pick..
Erm.. By having plenty of time for myself..
My life gets better I think.. (for the time being)
I’m well adjusted.. LOL!!!
Cause I have a tons of time thinking and doing things..
Wakakakaka!!!
All I can say is.. I’ve success to manage myself better than
before..
I’m on my way to achieve one of the promise that I made to
you ZUL..
To manage myself better.. xD!!
I think that’s all for this entry..
Errr.. I just want to slip something here..
The feelings for you getting stronger day by day..
Help me get rid of it please =)
But the only different is.. I’m getting less bitter day by
day..
Cause I’m nearly get the full meaning of..
To love someone is not always mean you can be with them..
It’s enough to see them happy and enjoyed their life to the
fullest..
I've come to learn to love you dengan sederhana =)
