How to get a rid of you.. Out of my mind..
Its seems.. Everything I do keep reminds me of you.. Of us..
Example.. When I’m watching tv.. I saw people going or
climbing Kota Kinabalu Mountain..
Remind me about the tough climb with you..
Laugh.. Smile.. Annoyed.. Tired and etc..
Plus our determination.. I almost gave up though when we can
see the mountain peak..
But then.. You keep pushing until we reached to the top..
Hahahaha..
It was a great memories.. One of my favorite times also..
Hee..
Then when makan itu KFC pula.. Makes me smile
sendiri-sendiri..
The wing part.. Hahaha.. U always switch with me.. And when
you cannot finish it..
I’m the one who finished everything.. One of the reason I’ve
become chubby also.. Wahahahaha..
Even this was just ordinary.. But still.. It makes me
happy.. Because I’ve spending time with you..
Then.. When I want to brush my teeth also!!!!! I really
can’t help it..
Reminds me.. Almost every time we went to shopping.. You
keep asking if I want to buy toothbrush..
Some more always remind me to keep change my toothbrush..
Haha..
You even buy it for me even though I already said mine still
new.. Wahahaha..
Those memories.. Even it was a tiny or small.. Nothing
special though..
But I can barely keep my tears from flowing.. Hahahaha…
Crybaby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let’s go to the worst part xD!!!
When I’m all alone.. Erm.. Easy to say.. When I can’t
sleep..
All of those memories continuously rushes into my mind..
I can’t do anything to make it stop.. That time.. I being
hurt all over again..
Why it’s been real hard for me.. Is there I can make these
pain go away..
If physical pain.. Can be treated by pain killer or some
medication..
But inner pain?? Was there any pain killer?? -____-
I can’t be like this forever.. But still..
I’ve come to think about being like this forever.. Hahaha..
I might fine with this.. Being like this.. Wahaha..
My motivation level are currently at the lowest level..
This heart still missing you..
This person still loving you..
I know these means nothing you..
Hahaha.. Till then.. I’ll write more.. xD!!
